"Weapon Of Silence"

Isn’t it so crazy how it comes down to this?
Burning bridges …
Back stabbers …
I made a long hit list…

But damnit if my dad wasn’t right…
It’s dirty snakes round every corner
Just waiting to bite…

I got accustomed to these weird situations…
I started learning all my lessons…
I’m in fight-or-just-flight…

I’m tired of all the back-and-the-fourth…
I’m in love with Sweet Revenge…
But my flesh wants No More…

I’m a volcano & I’m ready to pour!
Can’t say I don’t care,
Somehow it still hurts my core…

So let me walk you out to the door…
‘Cause any faults that you have,
I won’t accept it no more…

Unlike you, I’ll scrape the dirt just to get to the gem …
Just how it’s easy to scrape them knees before you sink…
so just swim.

Don't deflect,
This isn’t a personal attack…
Just lack of awareness,
& more reflection on the past…

I love how you never look back.
Sacrificed true connections,
Can’t do nothing but laugh.

I love how you joined us in presence,
Then take a soul’s pure thoughts
& feed them right to your essence.

I love how not a thing cuts you deep.
I learned all about your chaos.
I learned from the storms that you bring.

Yet, all the good hasn’t gone unseen.

All the secrets that we meshed.

Will never make my lips sing.

My weapon of choice is my peace of release.
My absence.
My solitude.
My silence is now a ghost that’s unseen.

All I ever really needed was me.

Thank you for the adoration.

You're no longer a loss, but relief.

Worldly Timexx